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To each there comes in their lifetime a special moment when they are
figuratively tapped on the shoulder and offered the chance to do a
very special thing, unique to them and fitted to their talents. What
a tragedy if that moment finds them unprepared or unqualified for
that which could have been their finest hour.
“Father, tell me again what mother was
like.”
King William of the north looked at the small and trusting face of
his only child. Prince Carl, now a very precocious six, had no
memory of the mother that had died to give him life. The bright
young eyes of the boy were not sad exactly; but bore an emptiness
and longing that sought to be filled. The great king answered
truthfully and as dispassionately as was possible. It would not do
to have a son see his father The King weeping.
This was the one subject rarely discussed between prince and
king. It was both the chain that bound them and the wall that kept
them apart. Though she never left his mind, it was rare for King
William to ever speak the name of his beloved wife. A good soldier
did not expose his wounds. The more serious the damage, the more
careful the concealment. Yet for his son, he allowed a brief
glimpse.
“She was kind and caring, smart and clever, strong for a woman, and
a bit on the tall side. She had a mind of her own and a strong will;
but would make any sacrifice for someone she loved.”
“And she was beautiful.” the boy added.
“Well, yes; but there was more to it than that. She would
have been beautiful no matter what her looks.”
“I have been told that I greatly resemble her. Does that make
me beautiful? Can a boy be beautiful?”
The great king nodded gently to his son. “What I hope for
you, son is that you have my strength, and her goodness, with maybe
a bit of wisdom thrown in for good measure. That would be true
beauty. It appears that you are making a good start.”
“When you are not listening, everyone talks about her, and
about you. They think that I am too young to understand, so I often
overhear. What they all want to know is why you have not yet
remarried. I should very much like a mother.”
“I will tell you a secret son, and this must stay between us.
It would not be fair for me to marry another. I still love your
mother. I pine for her.”
“But father, she is – gone.”
“Gone from the world maybe; but not from my heart. I will
always love her. There is a part of me that will always belong to
her, that none other will ever be able to lay a claim upon.”
“But how? How can you still be in love with a dead person?”
“Son, let me ask you a question. When I die, will you forget
about me, stop loving me?”
“Father how could you ask such a thing? You will live a long
time, and will never be forgotten. I shall love you until the day I
die.”
The King nodded in satisfaction. “So it is with me and my
father, Prince Daniel, even though he is many years gone. So it
shall be when my mother passes. None shall ever take their place.”
“They are your parents, father, and you shall have no others.
Yet I know of men who have had more than one wife, and many
children.”
The King Shrugged, “Somehow a man always finds room in his heart for
every new child. In order to marry again, I will have to make a new
place within for another woman. I am not certain I have the strength
to build such a place again. It takes a lot out of a man to build
such a place, and takes that much more when another such place is
left desolate.”
“I still don’t understand.”
The King shook his head in defeat. “The full explanation
would make no sense to you at your age, and you might find it silly
or even alarming. When you grow into a man you will understand it
well enough, and no explanation will be required.”
Prince Carl insisted, “Kelty says one woman is as good as
another. He says he does as he pleases with many women, and plans on
being with many more.”
The King shook his head in disapproval. “Kelty is a braggart,
a liar, and a fool, though he is not that big a fool. I doubt he
believes what he says himself. Two summers ago, when his wife fell
ill, the man was inconsolable, and scarcely able to make himself
eat. I didn’t notice him doing as he pleased with any other women
then – or since. Had his wife passed on, I doubt he would ever have
recovered.”
“Father, how did mother die?”
“It’s not a subject I care to talk about. Someday I will
explain.”
“Did I have anything to do with her death?”
King William looked at his son closely. “What would make you
ask such a question?”
“I have heard talk.”
“Who has said such things?” The King roared, “Tell me their
names, and I will set them straight!”
“It was many people, father, and I did not think to take
their names. It appears to be common knowledge.”
“Free yourself of any such misgivings. Your mother was killed
by an evil that ravages the land and has cursed mankind for
uncounted centuries.”
“What evil is this, and what might we do about it?”
The King considered a moment, and then spoke, “I have a plan
my son, so that no man ever need suffer as I have suffered, so that
no son need ever have the emptiness that has cheated you of the joy
of a mother’s love.”
“Will you bring mother back?”
“No son, though I may be a great king, I am not God.”
“What will you do?”
“I have a plan; but it is too much for one man to accomplish
in one lifetime. We will both do this together. Women are able to
have children. It is unnatural for them not to survive the
experience. Yet it happens often. There is some great evil in the
land causing this. We must find it and destroy it.”
“I will gladly help. Just let me know what to do.”
“When the time comes, son. For now I must find myself a wife,
or perhaps find one for you.”